I have come to realize that Elliott Smith's words continue to impress me while expressing how I feel in such eloquent phrases. I'm keeping this short because I don't know what else to do. I'm going deeper and deeper into myself. I had a near death experience last night, which I do every time I become violently ill. It was worse than it ever had been before. Fun times... still, I'll sit here completely beside myself. by myself. because that's the way things should be.
If I go, just know that I cared. more than you'd know.